It’s amazing how I can, at the same time, be mortally depressed and yet still feeling the best feeling in the world.
And I can’t describe the best feeling in the world either. It’s… like a combination of warm, safe, serene, relaxed, wanted, appreciated, light, comforted… It is, without a doubt, better than sliced bread, better than the internet, better than a good slice of pizza, better than sex.
I have to say, that’s one thing I miss about living with Tina … one of my two favorite people was always right there (and at the time, she was the only one…) so when I was feeling down, I could just curl up on the couch with her and voila. It’s a bit harder now. I have such a hard time really trusting people with … all of me, and for the most part, if I don’t trust someone with all of me, they can’t do me much good.
That said…
Devon and I watched Lord of the Rings earlier. FIERY CLIT OF EVIL! That’s all I have to say about that.
Listening to: “If You Believe” – Our Lady Peace